Bored

You know when I first heard about blogs I guess i was a little naive. I thought that if I started one, I'd get a lot of followers. But it never happened, don't get me wrong I love that I have 7 followers :3 what with 7 being my favourite number an all. but still it didn't happen how I thought it would.

I thought I'd have a lot of fun and interesting things to say, but the truth is i don't. I find it hard thinking up things to post about, so I end up forgetting about it. I mean I watch "famous" YouTubers and think wow, I wonder what it would be like to have their life for the day. They always seem to be doing amazing things and I guess I'm jealous. They seem to have everything handed to them on silver platters but then again I guess that's just the way I see it. The truth is they probably work hard to get everything and yet it seems so easy.

I used to want to be like them then suddenly one day it hit me. They're using YouTube as a business, they get paid and it’s their job. You'd have thought I already knew that but I didn't. Now when I look back on the videos I used to love all I see is an incredible marketing plot, by sending stuff to the YouTubers companies know that they'll make money of the viewers who aspire to be like their YouTube idols. I have to admit that I’ve fallen for it to. The other day when I was in Tesco I bought Coconut water and when my mom asked me why I bought it I said "I saw a person on YouTube drink and they said it was good". Truth? It tasted disgusting, and yet I bought it again, because of that YouTuber. Wow I must sound so cynical right now. :/

Ok so moving and getting back to the main point I was trying to make. What on earth do people talk about on here? I mean, I have a pretty normal life yet at the same time I have nothing to write about. I could do anime and manga reviews but I'm kind of rubbish at it. I remember I tried reviewing Bleach once and my friend told me it was rubbish. Don't get me wrong, she was right, about the review not the anime. The anime is brilliant, fantastic even, it's just I couldn't put it into words just how amazing it was. So yeah, no go. I might do my song of the day/week thing that I did a couple of years ago, but then again that’s not really interesting. hmm

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What should i write about? I could ask my twitter friends, but then again I don't want to seem forced to write about things I don't care about, not that I don't care about my twitter friends, I'm just worried I might not agree with their suggestions.